Why does it always happen when the people you least expect to hurt you, do hurt you?
Even if it is of the shallowest issue, it pains you?
A friend told me maybe because you're not expecting them to do that to you, 'cause they're close, they're family, they're your dearest friends.
Am hurting, from a very superficial incident, I got offended about a comment, in fact some might easily brush it off and treat it as nothing, even a joke. I thought about that also, even told myself maybe if I sleep it over I'll forget about the whole thing.
But I have not forgotten it. Today is the third day, a reader of self-help books that I am, I think I threw everything I learned out of my window!
I hate this, I really do. I don't want to lose the friendship. Funny thing is, I know! I know. I know. I know. Damn it, I know that very, very well!
Why am I this affected, it confuses me.
Am I overreacting? I don't know. I am hurt, that's all I know. Am wallowing in deep sorrow.
I pray I'll get over this soon. Maybe I need to hear the word, sorry or maybe not.
I don't know, really don't know.
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